hay its me, holder of light, that i may be
but ya today i went to school as usual. than i went on the bus and spoke to madi( ya the awsome one whos arm smells great) lol i didnt get to that part yet =o oh well so we were sitting on the bus and we were talking about smells and so i sniffed her and relized her arm smelled great. haha i got some funnyu looks. so after we got off the bus we went to the book store, we're both abosolute book ffreaks. and we didnt plan to spend 3 hours there but we did haha it was funny. me and her went home i got changed into something a lil' more confy than we walked around town it was fun but i had alot of time to think.
i realized i miss my mom, shes in new orliens for marti graw. ya i dont like her alot but i still ove her and if you love some one you cant help but miss them when their like a bizillion miles away. and i also realized i might be depressed. but i dont wanna be depressed so im gonna fight till the death with it wich hopefuly will turn out in my favor( the good one) like me not dieing so ya... im not willing to take antidepressants and i wont do anything unnatural like drugs or something stupid like theripy or counseling so ya im just gonna try and balance out my energy with more positive efectsts and work trew it but ya thats all for today folks so ill post later peace to the out
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