party like a f***ing rcokstar

lol so yesterday i got stoned it was fucking harlaryous special since i cont remember much all i can really remember is the everting was in like 3d and i couldnt tell when i was awake or dreaming cuz everything felt lik a dream it was so funny. but theres like only one downside to me getting stoned... i cant remeber shit. not just from last night but from like a week ago i dont even know the last time i got layed. i cant even rember going to school its so fucking trippy! so ya i paartyed like a rock star like twice this week and niw i cant remeber shit but i do remeber that i promised my bf id stop smokeing... look how that turned out. im probibly the last person you should belive when i say "im gonna stop doing drugs" cuz i cant help it when the oprotunity shows itself i have to take it. im one of those ppl who dont take things for granted when somethings there and i want it ill tke it and when i want something i get it wheather you like it or not lol

im gonna die

im gonna die im gonna die Jacob just told me that his mom found one of the condom wrappers and hasn't said anything! does that mean shes mad? does hat mean she thinks im a whore? im scared she'll never let me see him again omg i swear when he told me my heart stopped from fear i swear im gonna die!

HORNY MUCH?

4-20 is national stoner day but guess what i was doing on national stoner day... not geting high thats what. i was so unhappy yesterday all i did was sleep i wanted sooo bad to get stoned but oh well tomarrow i get to get stoned with my bf and have agressive drug sex with him lol he's never seen my high and he'll never want to forget it. but funny enough i dont need to be high to be horny around him he knows exactly how to get me in bed lol adn when he does... OMFG it is amazing we've only had sex twice but when we do DAMN it is hot and sweaty last time he did it so hard my vag hurts lol

naughty dreams

okay i will admit i had a naughty dreram about my new amazing boyfriend jacob

first i was trying to find him at our school but got lost multipl times than i was trying to find his house but as soon as i found it i freaked cuz he had a scary dad than when i fianaly did come up some how some way i took off my shirt and walked around shirtless, i coved my boobs with my hands than jacob was tryuiing to find a vest that would work with his outfit and when i tryed to kiss him he would stop me than poit out we were around his family lol (BLUSH) than i got my shirt back on and we left we went walking around the school, there was pizza every where like someone had just throw a huge pizza party. he wraped his ands around my torso and i put my hands up around his neck than he started whispering naughty things to me and kissing my neck i said  " don't do things iw ould like" in a jokeing a horny way but he kept doing it and i realised i was geting horny than i woke up and realized justin was sitting next to me on the couch (BLUSH AND SCREAM SHIT IN MY HEAD) it was vry unconfortable UHG!! i wish it really was like that oh and did i mention that in my dream jacobs grandma was a pot dealer?... ya she tryed to sell me cronic but i had no money so me and jacobs bro tryed to steal some and got caught lol it was soooo funny

this is jacob isnt he awsome looking?!